Friday, October 06, 2006

伶仃

早已習慣一個人吃飯看戲買東西,想做就做,不用交代,不必顧累,畢竟要找到同道人一起做想做的事,是奢侈。成長嘛,不就是學會獨處?

是夜因工作關係未能與家人團圓,下班後還得匆忙見朋友交收物品,好不容易終於回到家中,晚飯時間早已過,卻因答應過要留肚吃帶回來的菜餚,未敢盡情把零食掃光。

家 人回來,卻未有帶回菜餚。只好悻悻然走到街上醫肚,走進快餐店正要買食物時,卻要關門了。溜到對面的小店,要不是我這個不速之客走進來,它早就要打佯 了。與我吃著便當的,就只有老闆一人。感激他的耐心等候,令我可以安靜地吃著其實應是夜宵的晚餐,暫時把快要奪眶而出的眼淚收回。

也感激友人於網絡上相伴傾談,淚流了一會便乾。其實伶仃有時候一點兒也不「型」。

9 comments:

Anonymous said...

曾經好害怕孤獨,但現在已開始學習與孤獨和寂寞做朋友了.因為好明白孤獨和寂寞這兩個朋友可能會一世都陪著我.

Anonymous said...

哎呀,攪乜咁慘,唔緊要,la鵰呵番.

不過講真,我從來都不enjoy一個人吃飯,那種感覺太過落寞了.明日娘親便會到上海小住數星期,屆時就到我打單泡,唯有電視送飯了.

哎,(音樂起)lonely,地球是否獨剩餘lonely...

Anonymous said...

我經常一人食飯du ok enjoy. 一人食飯最吾好係只可以食好小款式,吾可以叫多幾款share.

Anonymous said...

改裝金句解憂:

我真係好憎自己,怕自己一個......

好衰架,搞到人個心痛晒......

表小姐,你莊重d好,未俾d眼淚整濕人地先得架...

p.s.阿la鵰,幾時可以見你真身呀?

Anonymous said...

貴妃,sor-ly借你個場講兩句:

小杜,真身呢d野,幾時都有得見啦.你幾時同開貴妃在非辦公時段飲野,就call我啦.我地呢d閒人,實情係好鬼易約嫁咋.

Anonymous said...

我亦經常一個人出席自己想出席嘅活動。點解我地每一個人分別孤獨伶仃地做自己嘅事?

Anonymous said...

i normally just buy snack & eat on the road if i have to eat by myself & i pretty get used to it!

Anonymous said...

一個人食飯我一定會帶備書本或報紙, 懶投入咁睇到D野食來, 因為自己一條友坐o係度等飯到真係好唔自在, 唔知點咁! 但係一個人食飯都好經常發生, 好難避免! 貴妃, 你下次打下比我啦!

Anonymous said...

i start getting used to 一個人食飯, haha, but usually with take-away...it just happened that your mood state turned to be more sensational upon being alone on moon festival. you know, i dun really enjoy dining or waiting alone. i'm reading a book titled "being happy", it tells something about "waiting for things" or how to adjust yr feeling when staying alone. It's simple, just to keep yourself busy with something else. I often plan what to do the next day or get my pocket pc loaded with newspapers or e-book so that it helps me kill time when i'm alone. My friend subscribes to 3G service & turns to various channels to get infortainment when he is dining alone.